I've been waiting to be ready to say goodbye and the feeling just isn't there. I can still feel your chin on my shoulder and your hands on my arms. I'm so sorry this ever happened. I miss you, love you and will learn how to let you go.
He was just too young to have this happen. Jim, Emily and the girls we send our love. If you need anything just call. Your Uncle Bruce, Aunt Deb and the kids.
Diane, Jill, Erin, Jim: It is hard to imagine how we can have enough heart left to survive. Mary and Craig held a portion of my heart that I don't really want to return. I want it to stay with them, and I will retrieve it when I see them again. I miss Mary every single day, and I talk to her to make it better. So, I will add Craig to the conversation even though he will not be interested in the things Mary and I discuss. So, put me in a straight jacket--we must do what we must do to hang on. Mary was my most trusted friend and the only one crazy enough to be a Cub Scout Den Mother with me and make Star Wars costumes with me and record all the kids movies with me--and then watch them! Craig will always be my favorite Cub Scout, my favorite Luke Skywalker and my son's very first best friend. The Lawler family has had a major impact on my life--and I am so very grateful that God found me worthy enough to place me in their lives. He knew I needed all of you. I love all of you so much. I would like to be at the service in Denver if you will let me know the details. I am holding you in my heart and in my prayers; I just wish I could help you in some way. Rinda
He was just too young to have this happen. Jim, Emily and the girls we send our love. If you need anything just call. Your Uncle Bruce, Aunt Deb and the kids.
ReplyDeleteDiane, Jill, Erin, Jim: It is hard to imagine how we can have enough heart left to survive. Mary and Craig held a portion of my heart that I don't really want to return. I want it to stay with them, and I will retrieve it when I see them again. I miss Mary every single day, and I talk to her to make it better. So, I will add Craig to the conversation even though he will not be interested in the things Mary and I discuss. So, put me in a straight jacket--we must do what we must do to hang on. Mary was my most trusted friend and the only one crazy enough to be a Cub Scout Den Mother with me and make Star Wars costumes with me and record all the kids movies with me--and then watch them! Craig will always be my favorite Cub Scout, my favorite Luke Skywalker and my son's very first best friend. The Lawler family has had a major impact on my life--and I am so very grateful that God found me worthy enough to place me in their lives. He knew I needed all of you. I love all of you so much. I would like to be at the service in Denver if you will let me know the details. I am holding you in my heart and in my prayers; I just wish I could help you in some way. Rinda
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